staylucidkid:

thesinwhisperer:

The look on his face in the 2nd pic tho lol

Me right now

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Yesterday we shared our memories. This week we have shed many tears. And today we buried his ashes (full military honor) and celebrate his life in this immensly painful and life-changing tragedy. I’ve said it many times and will say it again, my grandpa is my everything. He was sick but he was not suffering. He was loved by many and had plenty of love to share with others. He had a way of filling every room with light and every heart with joy. Now that he’s gone our world seems to be a little dimmer but I’d like to think he’s in a place much brighter. With him gone there is a part of me that feels empty and I fear it will never be filled again but I knows he’s with me. He is not only with me in my heart and memories but he is a part of everything. I’m not sure the pain will ever go away. I’m not sure I’ll ever be able to deal with this in a way that I’ll be able to say “I’m okay” but what I can promise that I will be strong and I will smile again. In fact I will have many smiles because I know how happy he wanted me and all of us to be. I love you so much papa. This is not goodbye this is see you later. Peace.